Heaven in Hell

Hey guys! Assalamualaikum. how are you guys doing?

Before I begin, let me get the title straight. no political or religious matter to this blog. Just an expression. An expression to what actually?

Well I don't blog that much. I do have a lot of story but I was really just too lazy to write it all out. Im not the blogger or the reading type. More to pictures actually. So continue with the topic, let's just say it's about my stay for almost one year in matriculation.

Yes, matrics! The place where everyone is somewhat doubtful to enter. Neh, it's not really scary, nor hard to study there. You just have to, you know.. NOT be Lazy! and DO NOT PROCRASTINATE! ever. or else you'll be in deep trouble. one year isn't that much of a time you know.

But Im not here to tell you about what you study there and so on. Im just sharing my experience in matrics.
You can say it's like hell, living in a prison, deep in the rural area. More like studying in boarding school.

Now that I've finish my study there, i went through all the memories I had there, thinking hey, it's not that bad. I mean, I've got friends who cared, roomates that are like family and teachers who's like our parents. We've been through a lot with each other because in matrics, you really can't survive without all these people. Even if its just for a year. Its really hard to find such strong friendship like this. We laughed, cried, screamed, stressed out all together. Especially during study week. Thats when we get all crazy.

What I'm saying is, if you get the opportunity to study to matrics, think twice and not just reject it. Sure, it's stressful, but if you believe you can, you can achieve it and just finish the whole year or two. Besides, after that you can just went to degree. So it's basically a short cut for not going through diploma for 3 years first. Am I right?

So that's it for now. I hope I'll be writing anytime soon. im just too lazy. oh god!
p/s : am really missing all my friends there.. :')

Too stressed out in matriks life

Have you ever feel so stressed out you feel like you want to leave everything behind and just go far far away to a calm and peaceful place. I have so many assignments left unfinished, so many chapters I haven't gone through. I've slept in most of the lectures. I have problems picking up from what the lecturers teach in our tutor. PSPM exam is another a month to go. Pleaseeee someone please help me. I don't want to fail again although i did tried my very best.

am i ready for this?

10 more days to go?? say whattt? new life? I'm not sure I'm ready for this. living in a campus. with new friends, new place, new environment. 

There's so many things I'm going to miss! My comfy bed yang bila baring rasa macam laying down on a cotton candy! My just re-decorated room. My pet rabbit BUBU and CHACHA! My family! bergaduh dengan my little sis sebab berebut makanan. My mommy because after i quit my part time job, theres nothing to do at home selain borak-borak and keluar dating dengan my mommy yang comel! HAHA ( bodek). My friends here in Subang. The shopping malls here. and most of all, masakan IBUUU!!! hahaha but it's okay, it's time for me to start dieting now anyways. I'm getting soo fat, and i gained alot of weight. and by that, i mean, alot! *but thats a secret* 

So here, I am, feeling anxious and worried but at the same time excited as well. All these mixed feeling always gave me a hard time to sleep and butterflies in my tummy. 

ouh, and dah semangat packing sikit sikit dah! heee..

stay strong

Sometimes you can't stand but to feel like you wanna give up, like there's too much to handle, like you've tried everything. But all you ever get is a bunch of NO! Tired of getting the same answer and response. Tired of being rejected again and again. Tired of being told that you're not good enough. Are you just going to make them feel good and satisfied by saying I told you so? NO! Whatever happens, and how bad you fall, never give up. Show them who is wrong and maybe someday you are on top of them.

#staystrong

As we go on, we remember all the times we had together

I remembered as i walked inside the school gate, heading straight to our own spot at the 'pondok'. That is our place where all of us could gather before the ring bells. We would talk and gossip whatever happened. When it was exam week, we would discuss all the topics together and share questions.

I wasn't a saint, nor did i carry a bad reputation at school. I was just a student who doesn't want to be too involved so much in school and just wanted to end high school with my friends. And by that, for those who knows me, I wasn't that kind of a quite, shy and innocent girl.

Confession time : Dulu time form 1,2,3 tak sangat, form 4 dah berlagak sikit, form 5 lagi la buat mcm sekolah bapak kita punya. Well, aktiviti harian bermula begini. Kalau nak pegi sekolah, mana ada datang sebelum 730 atau sebelum loceng bunyi. Time nak beratur tu la bru lari nk masuk sekolah atau lagi bagus, pukul 8 mcm tu. Time cikgu dah habis membebel and dah masuk kelas. Yelah, time tu pengawas semua dah tak jaga pagar, boleh la masuk berlenggang lenggok. Masuk kelas, cikgu tak sampai lagi.. apa lagi? turun bawah pegi kantin dan beli semua snack-snack ringan yang boleh terus suap masuk dalam mulut bila cikgu tengah tulis kat papan hitam. Homework pon da beribu alasan bagi kat cikgu sebab tak buat. Yelah, bila kita penat-penat dengan semangatnya buat, tengok2 cikgu tak mintak langsong. Apelagi, cikgu pon dah malas nak layan. suke hati kamu lah! Kadang-kadang kalau cikgu tak datang or cikgu yang bosan masuk kelas, kami semua pegi lepak kat bilik kaunseling. Maklumlah, guru guru kaunseling pon dah memang rapat dengan ktorang ( bukan sebab ktorang slalu kene kaunseling ) tapi ktorang suke sangat tolong cikgu. Kalau dtg bilik tu, ade je bende yang cikgu suruh tolong *peluang yang baik untuk ponteng kelas dengan memberi alasan ini* Kalau time exam pulak mcm mne? hmm..kadang2 ade la jugak tiru meniru, share share jawapan, bawak buku masuk kelas..tapi sy xde lah berani sgt bawak buku masuk *hehee bawak masuk kertas formula pon dah cukup. ^_^ and sebulan before spm, semua org tak dtg sekolah. belajar kat rumah lagi best.but don't worry, time SPM we were all good. iSwear (Y)

Bile time sekolah, i always complain how i hate high school and can't wait to end it. But now when it finally ended, rasa rindu sangat2! yess. And there are too many funny moments about skipping classes and caught cheating. Way too many to write it all down here.

Without these memories, my high school life would be just about education. Sometimes, it's fun to break some rules. =)

love them so so much! <3

Tegur biarlah dengan cara yang betul

Assalamualaikum! Heyyoo..

Ye, memang sekarang ni byk sangat teguran tentang Islam dan post post yg menginsafkan kita di facebook, twitter atau mana2 la yang korang nampak. tapi apa yg saya nmpk sekarang bukannye teguran tp lebih kepada sindiran. Bukan salah, and ye, ade sesetengah org yang hatinya terlalu keras smpi bagi nasihat macam curah air di daun keladi. *cehh..

haha. what I'm trying to say is that, guys should know, memang terlampau banyak dugaan sekarang ni yang menghalang wanita nak pakai tudung. yelah, fashion rambut yg ikat sana, ikat sini, earings, nk pki topi la, beanies and stuff.. lelaki apa susah, free hair je lah. Tapi kalau bagi nasihat elok2, and tunjuk yg ktorang mmg sayang kt dia..sabar la smpi dia mendapat hidayah dia sendiri dan terbuka hati nak pakai tudung.
Kalau pakai tudung disebabkan terpaksa, kejap pakai, kejap bukak apa guna jugak bro?

sorry kalau siapa terasa but this post is just over the limit

i mean, like who are you to judge nak masukkan orang dalam neraka. Sedangkan kita pon semua ada buat dosa.

Lagipon, ade yang pakai tudung tak betul kan? Alhamdulillah lepas tgk video rasa terbuka hati *wahwah* nak pakai tudung (dgn cara yang betul ) maksudnya, we can do any fashion we want with our hijab, as long as we follow those simple rules. =)

pixlr FTW!

Hey guys! do you love old, vintage photos? do love lomos and delilas camera like this?

if yes, then high5! But.. I decided not to buy it because i don't want to waste my first pay check just on one thing. First we have to buy the camera, then the film (which is kind of expensive) and of course we want to change lenses. and then kene cuci gambar lagi? plus, I don't really know how to adjust the camera or change the settings. I'm not really into photography, I just love the pictures. 

So if those of you who are like me, I highly recommend you to use pixlr photo editing effect!

It has all the vintage/lomo camera effect that you can get! excited nii*

No downloading, registration, needed! 

So first, Go to www.pixlr.com and choose retro vintage effect

and upload your photo

 After that, you can choose whatever effect you like..

Lepas tu, choose your overlays. Theres effect like rain drops, street light, over exposed or scratches.. * alaa..mcm dlm album gmba kawen parents kite. heheh

Then you choose which border that is suitable. For this one i use the sand effect. Theres alot more choices.

So this is the result! Then you can save terus dlm computer! Easy peasy right? Told ya!

before

after